Okay...firstly these few days were my worse of all..i felt really bad and really down. In fact, no mood for anything. And moments after any other thing i do...would be having a penny for thoughts out of a sudden and its like turning back the time to what i've done and wad has happened leading to my mood of feeling down.. refreshing my mind? not smsing at night was like really unusual for me...i felt weird off course..and i simply can't sleep...really cant sleep..

I dono what's gotten into me, i jus don feel right and the way i feel before.. and seeing people 'saboing' me and tagging in my fren's blog..with rubbish. I didn't purposely post this thing off course but its that i don feel right and im really upset bout it and then somehow being lectured at to not tagging at the blog and not to make things worse... I didn't really noe who was that person..and saying those things which are invalid..well i dono..but i really feel very UPSET! and then my fren who got the rubbish on his blog wasn't talking to me lately..as in perhaps, he's really angry at me...really mad maybe. I didn't really expect that things would happen like that, i didn't know that it made him to be so pissed luh...[apologies]

And why does mishaps also come to me..in anything and everything i do? getting scolded, mocked at, worse ones, being avoided by a fren? Its not a good feeling. I didn't want all these to happen.. It really hurts, after being avoided for the incident happened on my fren's blog and to get somehow told off to not make things worse. I understand but i jus cant stand the person who tagged and somehow 'saboed' me... I felt really upset. In fact, very badly hurt. I've never got so bad feeling before. I don demand for anything but i jus wish that my fren can maybe forgive me and be angry at me no more...thats all i hope for..nothing much.

'' missing a fren can be like missing someone more than you're closer too.''