well, cant really enjoy holidays in June as there are training for me to attend and 3 times a week! In the early morning, although its later by an hour compared to normal school days, im still dead beat and barely able to wake up..and to take public transport at PEAK hour to join in the jamms in the morning on the roads... Unfortunately, if you're stuck in jamms way earlier than the time u leave house everytime, may even cause u to be late for ur own programmes that u have.. I hate these things..and sometimes having to get scoldings from seniors for being late and some even unreasonable, didn't even care bout the jamms and prompting to be punctual for training and stuff like that? wow..their words kills and pressures..If really actions speaks a thousand words that would make them shut their mouths..that'll be great..

Well, that will only always stuck in our heads and only in our dreams...

Weather wasn't good today and so is my mood..cause my best fren has left for a school camp and till Saturday.. and no one besides him shares feelings with me.. he does..much more likely all the time.. now, He didn't answer me in msges..which is another fren who stayed near my area..and everytime i msged him, he claims that he's busy and would not answer further msges.. and when i needed him ard.. he isn't there for me but while he needed me im always there to hear him out...this isn't fair..why must he really do this..he doesn't noe how bad it feels and badly it hurts me.. he'll never noe.. i nearly cried..

post ends here.. Hope he'll understand why...