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`aiwei
TAURUS.
03.05.93.
ex TVPS, DYSS
103'06
203'07
302'08
402'09
imma track captain
student leader.
owns 2 dogs
imma rocker
plays a guitar.



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Sunday, December 16, 2007
bad mood plus bad days

these days..been feeling in despair. so was it ytd. another person ruined my mood. it got worse and i cant bring myself to do anything well. wads the thing going on making me feel so bad. and plus, things isn't turning out well. things are really going wrong. im spinning. spinning in my head, living in some world full of question marks, and problems. i hated it really. and jus like this song lyrics below..
"he's so hard to hold, but i cant let go." its wad im feeling lately. i have no way to go. and i wan stress free really. it isn't feeling good inside me.. i ahted it. i loathe it. no one understands. who knows? and, what did everyone, those close to me gave me? something i didn't wish for and did not even expect. things turning over, being so far and drifted, and turning way sour.its feels so bad really. and i dono wad to do.

this was from the song mon my blog. and its like how i felt.
I was nurtured I was sheltered
I was curious and young
I was searching for that something
Trying to find it on the run
Oh and just when I stopped looking
I saw just how far I'd come
In this life
In this life

You give me love
You give me light
Show me everything that's been happening
I've opened up my eyes
I'm following
Three steps fight an honest fight
Two hearts that can start a fire
One love is all I need
In this life




"Helpless When She Smiles"- backstreet boys.

[AJ]
She keeps her secrets
In her eyes
She wraps the truth
Inside her lies
Just when I can't say
What she's done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She's so hard to hold
But I can't let go

[Chorus]
I'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
A reckless ride
In the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain
Is all I wanna feel
She'll dance away just like a child
She drives me crazy
Drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

[Howie]
She smiles

[Brian]
Maybe I'd fight if I could
It hurts so bad
But feels so good
She opens up just like
A rose to me
When she's close to me
Anything she'd ask me to
I would

It's out of control
But I can't let go

[Repeat Chorus]

When she looks at me
I get so weak