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TAURUS. 03.05.93. ex TVPS, DYSS 402'09 imma track captain student leader. owns 2 dogs imma rocker plays a guitar. Insert Cbox code here
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
bad mood plus bad days
these days..been feeling in despair. so was it ytd. another person ruined my mood. it got worse and i cant bring myself to do anything well. wads the thing going on making me feel so bad. and plus, things isn't turning out well. things are really going wrong. im spinning. spinning in my head, living in some world full of question marks, and problems. i hated it really. and jus like this song lyrics below..
"he's so hard to hold, but i cant let go." its wad im feeling lately. i have no way to go. and i wan stress free really. it isn't feeling good inside me.. i ahted it. i loathe it. no one understands. who knows? and, what did everyone, those close to me gave me? something i didn't wish for and did not even expect. things turning over, being so far and drifted, and turning way sour.its feels so bad really. and i dono wad to do. this was from the song mon my blog. and its like how i felt. I was nurtured I was sheltered I was curious and young I was searching for that something Trying to find it on the run Oh and just when I stopped looking I saw just how far I'd come In this life In this life You give me love You give me light Show me everything that's been happening I've opened up my eyes I'm following Three steps fight an honest fight Two hearts that can start a fire One love is all I need In this life "Helpless When She Smiles"- backstreet boys. [AJ] She keeps her secrets In her eyes She wraps the truth Inside her lies Just when I can't say What she's done to me She comes to me And leads me back to paradise She's so hard to hold But I can't let go [Chorus] I'm a house of cards in a hurricane A reckless ride In the pouring rain She cuts me and the pain Is all I wanna feel She'll dance away just like a child She drives me crazy Drives me wild But I'm helpless when she smiles [Howie] She smiles [Brian] Maybe I'd fight if I could It hurts so bad But feels so good She opens up just like A rose to me When she's close to me Anything she'd ask me to I would It's out of control But I can't let go [Repeat Chorus] When she looks at me I get so weak |