hates being ignored.

nvr tot i would be so like chilled down for a moment of time. trying so hard not to brood over things but im still doing so. im still like the same, being ignored by close frens i had. seriously speaking, i dono why they are like treating me like bug or something, ignored plus cold shoulders. wads this. is it wad i should deserve? jus hate it so much. where was the love of frens that existed. the care, the concern, the shoulder to cry on? i only want someone, and i only want it back.

feeling so bored of sch lessons. some teachers really teach and teach, and i nearly fell asleep. gosh. but overall after a day sch's rather fun. lessons weren't as bored like last yr or something and instead whole class joked with teachers.. so its alright then.
and plus, I WANT MY SL BADGE!! i've been waiting for it for very long. im longing go it to come. lol thanks to the supplier who did the badges and got my name spelled wrongly. they tarnish my surname..gawd
anyw, its been rainign these days.. so im wondering wheter monday track training could be cancelled due to rain purposes.. cuz its niether in sch nor stadium. but its at macritchie. and i don wannna get wet... in the rain during training. and shoes too..
well lesson ytd and thursday had been extremely funny. there's this flying insect black in colour that as a size of bout 7 cm. it looked like big bee but frens said that's a bigger version of wasp. okay adeva it is, this thing liked touring in our class.=D it flew in from the classroom windows that is facing the outside of sch. i was near the window.. i din even noe it flew in to scare ppl, tot it wouldjus fly pass the class and out. then it came flying above classmates head, and girls were screaming and guys.... ha its hilarious, one of them was the fist to run out of class...then the guys din even dare to stay put at their places. instead they got up, walked far away from the flying insect. it was geog lesson! so after which it flew out, teacher settled everyone and the exclaimed: woa this class guys ah... so useless ah, the thing fly in, girls nvr even leave seat u all run first. and *****[not to mention name] first to run out of class somemore. so big a person is afraid of small thing.. this made the whole class really laugh.XD





this small little thing,
it jus happen so suddenly.
all the cold shoulders, ignores.
im hoping that it wil be gone forever from now.
jus need you close frens ard.
where was the care,
the concern,
the talks, the craps we had,
and the shoulders that used to be with me.
that will allow me to cry on?
and u ard to hear me out?
wads really going on. jus need u back.
pls, dont ignore me or give me the cold shoulders.
i've tried, i really have.
i jus need ur answers, to wads going on.

1/12/2008 05:38:00 PM ·