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TAURUS. 03.05.93. ex TVPS, DYSS 402'09 imma track captain student leader. owns 2 dogs imma rocker plays a guitar. Insert Cbox code here
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
things were not like before.
today was boring though. school was fine with the rubiks cube ard. lol. my classmates was crazy bout it. more of my class peeps were getting addicted to it. so did i. well had a cube like long and long years ago. then, lessons, chemistry nearly killed our brains and drain the brain juices too. teacher went so fast everyone was thinking dam, well, way too fast. and the time went really fast.geog lesson received a file from teacher for the well done decorated exercise book. so ya. was happy. then english had free period cuz teacher wasn't in sch due to some things. as well as E maths lesson. but the day was rather tiring. then went home. brother's classmates came to my house, but instead of doing chinese project as told, the computer was conquered by bro's classmate and others came out to watch TV?? lol sounds dam wrong. then played with my rubik but was still stuck somehow. gotta get the hang of it.
when i sleep, the image of you surfaced. surfaced in my dreams. this image keep coming into my mind, i was vividly remembered wad had happened a year ago. or even months ago. but why are we like that now? im in deep thoughts. im disappointed, sad but also angry. i dono why. i wanted that the past could stop. or even now. so that i can do all the things that would not turn out sour. and face the matter. approach u, speak to you. tell the truth, and all those deep inside of me. but why do i feel the thing in me that says: "he gave a forced smile." while u really were. as in, why are u feeling that way. being forced to smile? is that so? or is it, will u be smiling at another person from now? how about me then? are u really going to take me as stranger? i jus want things that are like before. so that i can really mend the wrong pieces i did. why cant things be like before. not torturing. but full of conversations between u and me. i jus wanted that. this trauma. stays forever. why does things turn out like this? i wan the cut to heal. the ties to be released. the hurt to be brought away by the wind and washed away by the waters. waiting for the moment to come. that things wil heal between us. [ for u i will.] |