birthday din look like one.

today was my birthday but it didn't looked like one. i mean, it is my birthday u noe, and im glad that you guys out there wishes me.. and even old pals wishes me too. but this wasn't the best. i expected it to be way better han before. but all hopes went down. day was like all lone with only a fren. but to do wad? study ya'll noe? it doesn't look like a day deserving for me. nothing was done. although back home there's this nicely done cake, ordered form prima deli. the day was not filled with great excitement and happiness.. maybe next time i shouldn't look forward to my birthday. and wad's wrong you guys today? no one's been answering my msges his afternoon. and it seems like no one really cared bout wad i have to say, or to hear wad i wan to let it off my chest. only one of my classmate bothered to answer me jus now. if not, i would have jus broken down jus like that. really. i hated this. i hate today. even the closest fren i had din even ask me how my birthday today went. its really saddening. im serious. today meant alot to me really. i din really expect things to happen this way you know. i was wishing that it could be really specialcompared to the past that i can spend time with my frens. but everyone seemed so busy. i know, busy cuz exams are nex week for my sch people. but have u all think of sparing a tot over here? im not blaming u guys but at leats hear me out. but it make me feel like sometimes not touching my phone is a good thing. maybe i shall not touch my phone msges no more. maybe i should. even closest fren is busy with own stuff. and busy with own stuff than rather to confide with me.


mood swing takes over me,
torturous stuff like you,
it makes me feel so so,
so down inside.
my birthday,
turned into great nightmare,
that i didn't wanna look forward to now.

5/03/2008 10:11:00 PM ·