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TAURUS. 03.05.93. ex TVPS, DYSS 402'09 imma track captain student leader. owns 2 dogs imma rocker plays a guitar. Insert Cbox code here
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
hiatus!
okay, im thinking that im beginning to waste away time for now. i mean, havent been really exercising proper ones this exam period, and im eating. i watch wad i eat though. in order not to add weight, extra heavy. jokes. today's practically a killer day FOR SURE! cuz, mr chia practically purposely gave us the command during training to run 10 rounds of mrt track, and total is 5km?
thats insane alright, i mean, for most of my frens, especially the upper secs, everyone had been killing brain cells the previous exam period in order to get good grades and forgot all about keeping up the stamina, and its nearly a month not running and teacher killed us jus for the 10rounds today. everyone's face turned pale. energy given off from there and everyone feels dam empty inside cuz of the long term 'not running' weeks. then got back to sch, played captain's ball for dam long.. real long.. i barely had the energy to snatch or hit or grab the ball, i simply stood at a side, as if stuck to the ground, then the ball came so i have no choice but to run for it, then, got crazy as my frens said. then here i am now... blogging for the sake of being bored and the urge to blog bout some stuffs. today hasn't been a good one, many things happened perhaps, well not many but some things inside of me jus couldn't help it. well, couldn't help it in a sense it cant be manipulated somehow. my mood keep changing today. for no reason. i loathe it. really, my eyes kept dwelling up with tears, i dono wads gotten into me really, i don feel right at all. i elt really so much to crying. i couldn't help myself but to try keeping the tears from flowing out. nothings going right. something inside is really controlling over me. i dono wad made me feel this way. i cant figure out wad is making me feel this way, the matter that i was trying so hard to clear? or others? i really really dono, im puzzled. help. am i caring a false hope for myself? im still waiting for ur answer badly, i dont mind the waiting, but making me wait too long, will only make me feel in despair. do even you care bout it for now? |