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`aiwei
TAURUS.
03.05.93.
ex TVPS, DYSS
103'06
203'07
302'08
402'09
imma track captain
student leader.
owns 2 dogs
imma rocker
plays a guitar.



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Friday, June 20, 2008
a breakdown.

where do we go from here?
cause,
there's word i cannot verbalise,
words that don belong,
cause, we are broken,
what must we do to restore,
our innocence, and,
all the promises we adore,
keep me safe inside.

don get the wrong idea of this, cuz its jus something i wanna express where it cant be verbalised through words being said. and yes, it is in despair upon that, i mean, everything now is just not right, my father, he's scolding me, like for every other minor things that can be made up into a quarrel, which i just don don like it any way how, i mean everyone don like it off course but its lik almost everyday for now. and all i can do now is to just shut the hell up before anything happens. thats worse, getting more scoldings. and for most days now, many have been way too buy, freakin busy to even make it out with me, and feeling like a fool, or a stupid loner being home, or like a abandoned kid lying ard rotting where im supposed to be doing studyings. arghh just hate things now. its been so out of control, and the attitude being with people is different also, just cant take it no more, and sch is going to start soon, and thats the worse for sure. cuz everything is going to be soout of hand for now. and homeworks after homeworks to do. arghh headaches, plus head bangs! crap, the days ahead its so "amazingly great" for me to handle, there's so much. just gonna hold it there, till the end of the year.