hmm, well, i just have a confession to make, sometimes being home isn't good at all. and well, im darn serious bout this, cuz sometimes emotions jus cant be kept inside cuz eventually everything will jus come out of your mouth, no matter negative nor positive, sometimes shutting up is the best at home, unless u needa talk. really.

home's like hell now. somewhere that i always have quarrels now, almost every single day. jus loathe it. and i mugged add maths, tts worse really, enoughto kill me, half way through the gates of death. OKAY THATS CRAP! jus a casual remark.

went for a run at park today, and ran 1.3KM in park. and okay my stamina's stil there to hang on for this period of time.

anyw, went down walking my dog, at like 10? and before bringing her for long walk, saw philip and his dad. din really see properly but its them, then saw him, din say hi cuz was on the phone with my fren. yeah anyw, got this weird feeling, and my frens keep saying in like in love, where its like not a good word to describe wad im feeling, but i do felt the "weirdness" in me, as if needing someone desperately. shall jus drop it aside.

needa work hard for competition in july, cuz running's are getting more hardcore now, cuz its all bout the speed and keeping of stamina, it kills though. mugging sessions, and thats the most important thing that i need badly. and yes, tmr? finally study session!