it was a total disaster perhaps?

jus got home all sweaty from healthy heart day event here, well yah, went to like jog where others walked.. ah gong and ah ma, yeah, goodie bag, team activities and stuff, make me wanna like get out of it cuz no place to breathe. so yup, got back bathed then came online.

okay, everything's like against me now. things that i hoped it would change my life, but it turned me back to past. why must this happen, yes we learn from obstacles. but not when your hopes make you go round and round thinnking bout things happening now, where u already did something. or am i wrong to say that? i mean, something in suspense? i actually wanted to ask something which is really simple, wad do you think bout it? but wad i got was words and words and more words, like a fren told me, words are still words until u hear from the person. well yes true, but, to you, were the things u told me that day all came from deep inside you? cuz i may be sad but im not weak, cuz the situation is bleak, my puffy eyes never lie. i waited for the answer but that day's not good enough for me perhaps. i told that cuz it was for you. trying to make things get to clearer view, and understanding, but i was the one, who has been sitting there watching the words flow, helpless. speechless. sadness my frens have seen, its too deep. cuz it sank me. i cant find the moment you say its not putting through. wad should i do? you tell me. im not going to use the old way ppl say, just forget. you know wads going on, and hard for me to put through this to tell you frankly. but don avoid me. i don wanna lose a fren like you.





i hate this song,
u know that i hate this song
because it was written for you.
its hurting, its unfair,
hunting me, under my skin,
u're breaking me,
gave in, youre breaking it.
nothing else to do.

8/31/2008 11:12:00 AM ·