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`aiwei
TAURUS.
03.05.93.
ex TVPS, DYSS
103'06
203'07
302'08
402'09
imma track captain
student leader.
owns 2 dogs
imma rocker
plays a guitar.



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Monday, October 27, 2008
SCREAMS!

okay, havent been settling down in a day to like finish a nice post tho. life's been really really daunting on me and well, trying to take my life away man. yeah, so many stupid things happen, and one after another, how the hell do i even solve it? its out of hand really. and well, its always me me and ME why is it always me. im like so unlucy these few weeks, after a misunderstanding, its another friendship thing. WTH IS THIS? like wow, first was J*******, now its J*****. all the J names. wow, its really killing me. over some controlling and views by his own frens, now we don even talk to each other due to that, well HE cant talk. so WADEVA!
the most shocking thing was that, upon wad i see in my phone text, i felt so silent, and i feel nothing at all, i was emotionless for wad my frens say, well its true i guess. i never felt so emotionless, that was my first time feeling that way. its horrible i tell you. i dono how should i feel now.. im so vexed, so confused over things, and i see alot of question marks here and there. SIGH! SHIYUAN STILL SAID IT"LL BE ALRIGHT! eeeeeeee, dam wrong uhh.

anyw, saw alot o things i wanna buy and have been wanting. and it is really nice apparels and wadsoever i see in retail shops. LOL! I NEED CASH! well, i'm still thinking whether i should work or not.. at the pet shop or to give out flyers.. I DONT KNOW! but, i do have a list of things im looking forward to and things i wanna buy!

new sandals from NUM!
looking for shirt dress.
flats.
GYM BAG!
NEW VOLLEY BALL!! current one spoilt.
NEW PHONE![ plan reached]
new books.
new canvas shoe.
tank top from NUM
cap!
watch!
dreading to get a new bigger pencil case.
WATCH MOVIES! its been long since i get to watch.
SHE brand new album.
the day i've been waiting for.

i think the list goes on.
its a long list i can say.

and the most important thing is that, i cant wait to meet the whole big gang on the 6th of NOVEMBER! ppl includes, benjamin, jocelyn, raymond, junhao, junjie, bihyau, chiayin, jek kai, ian! hahs the entire group makes up 10 including me. well, ben and jocelyn's from my sch, so the others are met through one of the SL course called: youth leaders network @SMU, and the big group above are ppl we've met, the whole funny group makes us the crazy ones. ;D jus so looking forward to meeting them, got alot of catching up to do! =]
guess wad, I just sent a query email to one of the staff working at the zoo. hope i get a chance to work in there or for internship.