TAURUS.
03.05.93.
ex TVPS, DYSS
402'09
imma track captain
student leader.
owns 2 dogs
imma rocker
plays a guitar.
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Thursday, December 4, 2008
barriers
too many things
i don't know where should i start from.
its just like, i don feel my usual self.
im emotionless these days, kinda really irritated bout myself.
al my answers to my frens are either sighs or don' knows. wads wrong.
and wads wrong with people. past was all past, and then yet, ppl bring it back again, brought it up to me again, asking me to stop wadeva im doing, where that was quite long ago, din even pursue the matter. where someone else started it first. i tolerated... by not saying it on the person's blog is already kind enough. make no enemies.. but i jus cant stand.. but for now..
i don't know where should i start from.
its just like, i don feel my usual self.
im emotionless these days, kinda really irritated bout myself.
al my answers to my frens are either sighs or don' knows. wads wrong.
and wads wrong with people. past was all past, and then yet, ppl bring it back again, brought it up to me again, asking me to stop wadeva im doing, where that was quite long ago, din even pursue the matter. where someone else started it first. i tolerated... by not saying it on the person's blog is already kind enough. make no enemies.. but i jus cant stand.. but for now..
I DONT CARE!
im all stressed out. sometimes i think. maybe keeping quiet's the best. wad i say it'll be wrong, from wrong to right, still wrong. might as well jus sit and stare. its really bullshits. i cant take it no longer.. one by one everyone jus goes away.
i cant imagine
when two world's been apart.
thats wad im thinking. wads this? i dono. frens ask me, wad're my plans bout wad has happened?
i say i dont know. im really vexed.. currently. how could i relax when things jus goes this way again, making no difference compared to last time? tell me why, why is it so hard. not over it at all. i think i cant seem to face the truth. jus too little over it, i guess. wads wrong with my heart.
someone tell me.
sometimes trying to hide jus doesn't seem good at all. it ain't helping.
i guess i'll be on my own.
horoscope says:
Another person will probably bring much comfort to you today, aiwei.
It may be someone well known to you, but chances are,
it'll be someone you would least expect to be there for you.
With your tendency to work hard and to be on the quieter side,
you may not always notice those around you.
Yet, this doesn't mean they don't notice you.
Embrace a new friend and the support they offer you when the opportunity arises.
i guess it's only partly right. but, nothing's going right at all. didn't wanna have to say this, when its time for giving up, we're jus building barriers. too much. cuz very soon i'll break down, tumble and fall. everyone tells me, not to worry, where i have so much to worry about? its not as if, they'll be gone so fast, but im like suffering real badly. really. i envy my frens. to the core! how they always say im far better than them, but the thing is that, their life is at least better than mine cuz their's always blossomed. no matter how long it is.. or who it is, their's always blossomed. where my dreams are always withering.. sigh.
PS: people who dislike me, suit urself.
people who have nothing better to do: stop using other's names to tag ppl's blog.
people who have love of their lives: treausre and cherish.
people who simply likes to purposely disturb me: suit urself.
people who are petty: you're at lost.
people who always stick around behind my back bad-mouthing bout me:
you're at lost for ur reputation, cuz things u said that are wrong and ppl who knows me knows that wad u say are all not true, you're jus ruining ur reputation. im not pin pointing at anyone.
LOOK CAREFULLY! NOT AT ANYONE!
found a dog today, waiting for the owner to claim it back. hope it gets back to original owner. hope its not abandoned.