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TAURUS. 03.05.93. ex TVPS, DYSS 402'09 imma track captain student leader. owns 2 dogs imma rocker plays a guitar. Insert Cbox code here
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Friday, February 20, 2009
you know, i so hate life now.
you know something. i cant stand things around me now. and its seriously tearing me down like tarnishing someone.
you know, friends don seem to bother much anymore. even my closest frens. people whom i trusted so much before, seems to just change after knowing other frens. thats okay, but when i talk, he doesn't respond to me at all. and thats super not okay. and i have to say that i do hate this when i talk to others, they dont reply at all. and its like, they really don give a dam, then so do i.. i hate doing all these stuff seriously, i don wanna hate anyone, talk bad bout anyone or even offend anyone. but life just seem's so hard you know, how could you live if people in your life, keeos doing the opposites of you, like, when u needed them to listen then they aren't there to listen to you but replies you when at a very wrong time. its kinda sickening sometimes. like why aren't they answering, sometimes, even being busy, they don EVEN BOTHER TELLING YOU! thats the worse. schools hasn't been good at all, like, when they're really busy talking, they don involve you, leaving you out, or one side, and really cracking bout those really the silliest jokes on earth, and using your name or you, where you've not been feeling good. wad more, only then they realise after like a week and asking wad has happened to you so on. its like, they;ve been doing something really negative and felt something wrong only when you've haven't been speaking to them. thinking that im jus sick of their jokes where the truth is, i wanna find someone anytime to be free to hear me. thats all i ask for. its not tough at all. i just don get wad they have in mind. i know, my buddy has always been telling me that these are challenges in life, yes i do understand, but these are issues that are not considered challenges in life, cuz things won have any change if you run away from it as eventually you'll still have to face the music,if not, it wont be solved no matter how far we run form it. and don ask why im being so negative, but im jus stating the things that i haven't been telling out cuz i don feel that it is a need to. and even if i did, all they'll do is to jus suan me, okay in english, to say the opposite to piss you or tease you more, then wad for i say it out, where no one will take it seriously? and only when they see my post on my blogs then they understand and learnt that i ahvent been feleing very good then they'll tell all kinds of concerns to ask me cheer up and all. where besides now being sad, other times they don even know wads wrong. its no use. had photo taking today, so took pics during the waiting. and with track team. enjoy. ![]() |