appreciate

sometimes i dream of weird things.
it concerned about different things.
once i dreamt being trapped in lift.
once i dreamt that i kept falling.
sometimes i dream of bad things.

but i know. it seldom come true,
wad dreams came in life its the opposite.
but sometimes i wonder.

people dont realise what mistakes they make.
assume is always the other alternative for thought.
many people, saying that, thinking that that would solve or cover up,
something they had to do, but thought, as an excuse.
people, appreciate things in different ways,
but humans, as long the brain tells them,
they dilike this or that, they'll do that,
common material in the world, are, humans.

sometimes i don like talking,
although im someone very very outgoing,
and someone who's fun to get along with and joke with,
but, it does not mean that,
aiwei, wouldn't mind.
cause people do get hurt.

people around you, might not say that you've offended.
and for us, before we say,
we shoudl think,
you can make fun of people,
people on the outside looks fine bout it,
but it does not mean the person really DONT MIND.
maybe you make fun of people,
but what if, people do the same to you,
where you're the one usually making fun of people?

sometimes life's like that,
yes,
but, its not meant to be.
and we students,
yes its the age where every child goes wild,
having A.P, but, thats not we want.
sometimes parents pushes the limits,
and they're bias,
but, thats not the way to treat us.
how can they ever be like teachers?
teachers might nag sometimes,
but, its because we're their students,
its their responsibility,
students take it for granted.
but i hate it when classmates do that.
its teachers who shapes our character in school,
and to wad we achieve.
but, classmates simply jus dont realise and understand.
and wad more, the biggest words, to appreciate and be grateful.

i might complain down here,
but when have i not respect people?
i dont react at wrong things,
i react because i know i have no wrong.
i do wad is right.
people always stop me, and they would never try to take my advice.
its okay, cause its already became something very used to,
cause they always think that, im too rush.
but think, when others did something without even consulting it,
and, have they ever thought of this, this person, were they always like that?
think before u do.
and i do not like boasting,
but, alot of juniors, having problems in the council, school, or wherever,
they always consult me, in the council, juniors have always looked up to me,
talk about anything that concerns the board, because, they are afraid of approaching others.
sometimes we must be someone who is sociable, in order to get respect,
and gain reliance from others.
but not through doing things to please them, in a moment of time,
or, getting close to them, when u need serious favour from them.
thats not the way. never be bootlickers.
because, people behind ur backs, u do not know wad they would do.
because, a person's success, is through their hardwork,
and not through being a bootlicker.

others might think im someone loud, someone too straight,
someone too extrovert,
but look, dont push the limit,
and don under estimate me, for someone, who only knows how to speak.
but i speak with integrity, and i speak wad is true.

i do not know why im saying all these,
but i find that, its essential.
just that, sometimes i feel, people take advantage of me, for being someone TOO KIND,
i dislike being someone evil, or unsociable, because thats not me.


friends: remember wad u guys told me, your promises.






aiwei,
is getting really lonely.
and she dislikes this,
becuase, its always her looking or people to go out.
and she's sick of it,
people not keep up to promise.
and having to always compromise with people.
and people don update her, on whether they're available,
she had to ask ask them.
its not being fair down here..
people, hope you realise, im not transparent.

5/14/2009 08:57:00 PM ·